Dear Past,
I've been thinking a lot lately. All of this time I thought u ruined me.I thought you turned me into the difficult person I've become.This made me mad at u but it also made me glad because I thought it made me strong. Then I thought a little harder,I realized something else. You didn't make me strong. You did the opposite. You mad me weak. I was always strong. With you I was a weaker version of myself. I'm stronger now without you and 10 times stronger after you! So thank you for doing all that you did because now I'll never let anyone hurt me again! I'll never let anyone pull me down again. I'll never let another hold me back from anything or anyone. You made me feel small and maybe I let you but I'll never make that mistake again. Although I don't and never will regret you,I do wish that I could go back in time and correct the mistakes that were made. I wouldn't have let myself be drowned by my feelings for you because that is why all my problems began. In loving you,I lost myself. I only now realized though that the minute I lost you,I got myself back. Therefore, I gained way more than I lost. You are my past and I'm looking forward to my future...whatever it may bring. It can only,hopefully get better because there's no way I'm letting it get worse...
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