Wrong...?

Could I really be wrong about him all along? I already broke some of my rules. "Don't get attached so fast."- Until I thought he was leaving,I didn't realize I was. "Don't fall so hard."- It was hard not to fall freely when all I saw was good,especially after such a long time of being lonely and lost-not feeling cared about. They keep telling me not to put him on a pedestal. Am I really putting him on a pedestal? I didn't think I was. I know he's not perfect. I don't even think I've seen his best yet. I think there's more. I think there's better. Am I wrong? Am I in denial? Or am I simply just hoping for too much? Could I be on my way to breaking two more of my rules? "Don't get my hopes to high." "Prepare yourself for the worst." What if it doesn't go the way I want...? Will I blame myself? I'll just look stupid once again I suppose. I want everything to go as planned but I have to start preparing myself. It just might not be in the cards for us. We might not end up being anything more than what we are now. Everything can fall apart tomorrow. I'll just hope it doesn't. I'll hope there's a future. I hope one day there'll be an us.